Envy (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
exeggutorhead) wrote2012-02-08 07:41 pm
exeggutorhead) wrote2012-02-08 07:41 pm
31st Transformation [text/action]
[Text]
I've got nanao's riolu, she's gone.
[This hasty text is all anyone's going to hear from Envy over the 'Gear until much later in the evening. He already saw that Tulio had said something to the network, so he doesn't feel the need to elaborate. That and he's not really feeling like talking to anyone; he almost doesn't even bring the 'Gear with him when he leaves her house and heads out to the forest that lines Route 34, and it's only habit that has him slip it into his coat pocket.]
[Action]
[With all the disappearances and almost everyone around him losing people, Envy had been growing increasingly paranoid that someone he knew would vanish too. And now someone had. He just hadn't ever expected it to be her. Nanao had seemed permanent, somehow; maybe it was that she had a house, maybe it was the promise she'd made to him, but after finding her bed at the Center empty, her number disconnected, and a Pokeball and a letter (he hadn't read it yet, he didn't want to) meant for him…
It had been stupid of him to think there was anyone that couldn't vanish.
Envy's well into the trees before he finally stops in front of one particularly tall one. He stares up at it, still half in a daze of disbelief, before his face twists into a snarl. Envy never has dealt with loss very well, much less the loss of someone he actually considered family.
With a wordless shout, Envy starts laying into the tree with his fists as though it had personally taken her away. He's lucky he's wearing gloves, or the bark would have cut into his fingers; as it is, he's doing significant damage to the gloves. He doesn't care, he just wants to take this out on something, anything, so that he doesn't have to think about it. He wants his strength back so that he could knock the whole tree down and move on to the next one, and that he can't even make a dent in the wood just frustrates him more. He'd tear the whole forest down if he could. But all he can do in this place is try his damnedest to break his hands. He'll stop eventually, when he doesn't have a choice anymore, but to hell with rational thoughts about how this coping tactic doesn't work so well when he's human.]
I've got nanao's riolu, she's gone.
[This hasty text is all anyone's going to hear from Envy over the 'Gear until much later in the evening. He already saw that Tulio had said something to the network, so he doesn't feel the need to elaborate. That and he's not really feeling like talking to anyone; he almost doesn't even bring the 'Gear with him when he leaves her house and heads out to the forest that lines Route 34, and it's only habit that has him slip it into his coat pocket.]
[Action]
[With all the disappearances and almost everyone around him losing people, Envy had been growing increasingly paranoid that someone he knew would vanish too. And now someone had. He just hadn't ever expected it to be her. Nanao had seemed permanent, somehow; maybe it was that she had a house, maybe it was the promise she'd made to him, but after finding her bed at the Center empty, her number disconnected, and a Pokeball and a letter (he hadn't read it yet, he didn't want to) meant for him…
It had been stupid of him to think there was anyone that couldn't vanish.
Envy's well into the trees before he finally stops in front of one particularly tall one. He stares up at it, still half in a daze of disbelief, before his face twists into a snarl. Envy never has dealt with loss very well, much less the loss of someone he actually considered family.
With a wordless shout, Envy starts laying into the tree with his fists as though it had personally taken her away. He's lucky he's wearing gloves, or the bark would have cut into his fingers; as it is, he's doing significant damage to the gloves. He doesn't care, he just wants to take this out on something, anything, so that he doesn't have to think about it. He wants his strength back so that he could knock the whole tree down and move on to the next one, and that he can't even make a dent in the wood just frustrates him more. He'd tear the whole forest down if he could. But all he can do in this place is try his damnedest to break his hands. He'll stop eventually, when he doesn't have a choice anymore, but to hell with rational thoughts about how this coping tactic doesn't work so well when he's human.]
[audio]
I won't if you won't.
[Tulio isn't allowed to disappear either; Envy doesn't know what he'd do if Tulio did.]
[audio]
[He breathes out and it's in relief, because hell, some guy at Nanao's house left when she disappeared and it's not like he'd really thought Envy would do that, but ... he still worried. He's not good at keeping people around, that's why he doesn't have many to begin with.]
[audio 1/2]
[They can be bad at keeping people around together!]
[audio 2/2]
I hate this.
[audio]
Yeah, me too.
[audio]
...I'll head back to the house in a while.
[Besides not wanting to show so much weakness to the various residents who might still be there, the ones he doesn't know well or trust, he's...really not sure he wants to have to go back yet and face that Nanao isn't there anymore.]
[audio]
I'll- see you later.
[He really hopes so. If Envy doesn't actually show up, he'd go a little crazy. He hesitates, not sure if he should end the feed there, but eventually does.]