It's still in my head. The images.

[Vivid and vibrant.]

Even...at the end, I knew it was a dream. But I couldn't wake up, or change anything, I just... it was like being trapped.

[She leans into Envy when he puts his hand on her shoulder, not bothering to hide her shaking. Not from him, not now.]

And worse than the dream is waking an knowing...I would have done it. Not even a few years ago and I would have.