They say envy was the first sin - the first and the last, according to a few books.

{She pauses, now, and looks down - and when she next speaks her tone is soft and quiet.} ...I don't want to see you destroy yourself in order to exact your vengeance. I've seen too many people, too many friends destroy themselves by seeking what you seek; and it may be in your nature to do so, but please, think of who would be left behind.

I can only follow you so far, brother. Don't go where I can't see.