[Envy tenses, because yes he does and he knows it. And he should say something, he can't keep that a secret forever.]

[But he can't, not right now.]

You don't deserve for it to be. Miguel didn't either, or half the people I've known. So...I can't believe it, not really.

[He grits his teeth, making a frustrated sound.] But it's still like something's causing it. I couldn't stand Miguel at first, I used to want him gone all the time. So why did it happen now? [Now that they'd gotten to be friends, now that he'd gotten attached.]